decided not to blog abt geraldine.

its better that way.

i should let all this come to a stop.

it did started with me i guess.

so i shall stop.

it'll hurt cheryl even more.

after this incident.

it came upon me.

i've indeed changed.

i no longer know how to

console, counsel, encourage, enlighten someone.

i lost the power.

maybe its the courage.

or maybe its me.

to have lost so much.

and the phobia to give again.

i didnt put up a quarrel because cheryl is my friend.

really, i swear.

i did because i just dont like the way things work.

there'll only be some ppl

i'll stand up for,

fight for,

argue for,

protect.
unconditionally

feli.yokesun.eileen.est.candice.
but I have poisoned the honeyed fountain.

In the haunts where once it grew,
But I found no trace in the likeliest place,
Though I searched till the falling dew.
So back I turned to the city,
And was nearing the busy throng,
When the waning light revealed to my sight
The flower I had sought so long.
I was weary and full of disquiet;
I long for the highest and best;
And I failed to find, in the friends once kind.


All night I wrestled with a memory
Which knocked insurgent at the gates of thought.
The crumbled wreck of years behind has wrought
Its disillusion; now I only cry
For peace, for power to forget the lie
Which hope too long has whispered. So I sought
The sleep which would not come, and night was fraught
With old emotions weeping silently.
I heard your voice again, and knew the things
Which you had promised proved an empty vaunt.
My arms held nothing but the empty dawn.

Now I sit alone,reminiscing the past I'd blown.

i'll nv be a good friend again.

please forgive me people.