having read that.
i realised that im not that mean after all.
checking on my blog for my lastest update on you again?
here goes.
don't contradict yourself
read carefully.
and so you don't bitch?
good. i see that you forgotten whatever you said to me.
i bitch.
and i know im a bitch.
its hard for me to bitch abt someone you used to love so much.
but i think it'll be harder for me to love you now.
maybe i still do...
if not it wouldnt still hurt so much.
but for all to turn out this way
you can blame me
its always me.
i can't handle friendship.
this will be the last entry i blog about you.
its already strained enough.
and so you go
looking the other way,
but i still hope you'll turn and see me looking at you.
although i can have reasons to hate you,
i still can't bring myself to,
i still care.
