you won't believe this.

im suffering from insomnia!

(thou not exactly, slept last night.)

but i woke up at 5am!

and cant sleep though i tried really hard.

i was tossing and turning for like 2 whole hour!

and so i got off my bed to do something useful, no, not useful.

blogging.

that 2 hours ,

i thought of a lot of stuff.

about basketball!

was thinking of a gathering for chaichee peeps.

its been like 4long years since i last held a basketball in my hands.

awww. i miss them.

about netball!

was thinking about organising a netball camp for ny?

but i guess liqi will be so against it

and the rest too.

and, we won't have time next year too.

was thinking about animal family.

;(

i want a mahjong session,xmen session, screaming session, sakura buffet session with all of them.
yet they're so busy.

they no longer visit my blog anymore.

(except for mousey)

and they won't know how much i miss them.

i was thinking about running at bedok reservoir.

but doubt i'll find a companion.

some might think that liting is out of her mind!

but its coach's words that made me this way.

she said,

"no matter how NYnetballers train,

they'll still be behind the bballers"
i've to admit, its true for now.

and it is gonna be true in future,looking at the state now.

i was a bballer.

i am now a netballer.

so what does that make me?

i don't want people to think that netball is a slacker's sport.
yet maybe it really is?
im like contradicting myself again.