benhui is oh-so-famous now.

fanclubs and pictures of him is over friendster.

his name is under the "who i want to meet" section

thats really .... cool?

*blinks*

and he's no longer the small cranky fella i used to know.

on his way to stardom.

used to write him testimonials and all

but i decided not to.

(since many are doing so anyway)

i dont want to be his friend only when he's in the limelight.

i rather be the guiding light when all is lost.
(not that he'll lose thou)

okay.

there's a netball carnival tml.

i'm really looking forward to it.

not that im anticipating how black i'll be after that,

but the experience...

weird.

im not exactly looking forward for the new experience,

but the experience i've been through in the past,

meaning the experience i'd experienced!

hah. thats really odd.

when all is lost,
when things are down,

who will be the ones mocking at me?

which friend will really be there for me?

or perhaps ,

this will nv happen?

i never had anything in the first place.
i'll never have the chance to lose anything,

i'll never feel down because things are always so.

maybe nobody will ever understand what's on my mind,

and what im typing,

sometimes i dont too.

this is such a disgusting entry.

i'll be okay in a minute!