guess what.
i'm being me again.
- be green with envy because.
i slept for 14HOURS!
but i think i can do better than that.
*grins*
i'm starting to feel life's meaningless again.
you study for money, you work for money, you compete for money and because you have money and you're happy.
yet in the end,
you die without it.
and so, people died a violent death, died a natural death,
no one ever died a happy death.
what's the point of working all your life for something you can't have at the end?
people are living for the sake of living.
some may argue, they have dreams, big dreams.
in the end, it doesn't even matter.
when you die, you know you won't make history.
totally forgotten.
love ones may moan, cry over your death.
but they'll get over it, soon.
in days, weeks, months? rarely years?
then, how long did you live ?
you lived till 60 odd and people take just days to forget you?
and so what if you make history?
you're already dead.
happiness? i don't know.
but FOOD makes me happy.
:)mushroom, rojak, cheese, pasta, light soya sauce, chocolate, eggs, ice cream, and truckloads of them.
yet i know,
i'll die while trying to be happy,
because i'll end up with kidney failure, heart attack, whatever lar.
I will die because I wanted to be happy.
sad case?
death takes away everything.
whats the point of living?
whats the point of treasuring?
when you know all you have will be taken away one day.
savour every mouthful of happiness while living, while treasuring, while possessing
and put to pain thereafter .
ohman.
forgive me for being such a pessimist.
