real ups ,downs and a BANG like a rollercoaster ride.


up: was angela ,the postcard that she gave and we're finally talking again. are you reading this? lets not break our promise and crash tp together with the rest okay! (except that its one year later.)

down: stupid bus driver, how do you want both of us to flag the bus early when the bus already stopped? and excuse me, it is us running to the door and with you looking right at us. stop making use of the stupid "flag your bus early" campaign to humiliate weak-looking girls like us.(but definitely not) I'm glad you did shut up when i told you to. Stupid campaign and with some bloody rude bus driver. World class transport system? want more singaporeans to take the public transport? DREAM ON.(at least not until you get rid of the pest on the bus- including the drivers)

BANG: It took you so long to realise that what you claim as a friend is already long gone. I'm the someone you paid the least or even none of attention to. Yet ,you've always been the one i paid most of mine to. Like i said, its not your hectic life that made the distance, its where you place that me in you. I reckon it is definitely not anywhere near to your heart. I'd rather not keep the friendship if it means patching up and feeling the distance again and again. It is enough to kill. When was the last time you saw my face? do you even remember? My last birthday, all i wanted was presence. And sorry was the word you gave, and it has always been the case . I'll get back to you after i obtain a diploma on how to treat you as someone who dont matter much anymore. Like getting a diploma, it takes years. I know things won't be the same anymore. Meanwhile, you can just get back to your life, nothing new isnt it? It has always been without me.

i think i know what you're thinking, scold me for being so sadistic if you want to

; HER CRAZY DAY

10:38 PM